I was so mad, so pissed off. You've made one of my friends totaly apathetic and the second one can't hide her sorrow and confusion at all. Two of my best friends are at the moment totaly unreachable. I feel so sick by watching what the storm left behind. Now I'll fight, for them, for their pain. I'll show you that I don't care a shit about you.

But everytime I'm going to do as I planned I doubt.

You were there when nobody else was, it was your shoulder I cried against when my best friend let me down. It was you who ran after napkins when I for the first time let all the feelings for that guy out. Now when I'm standing here and going to kill you for what you did against my friends this thought get to me: